I am so very tired. So so tired. I hate the masks I wear. Everchanging. No one sees the real me. Would anyone want to know the real me. Do I even know who I am? I am Jesse Daniel Buckley. I am 27 years old. I am 6'2" 196 pounds. I am shy, insecure, restless, sad, scared, empty, needing love-true love-, looking for stability, not looking for someone that wants to control me, looking for success-spiritually and financially-, looking for peace with myself -not to hear a drumroll of self doubt, pity, and self abuse-, just one shattered person that wants to be whole. People will never understand my life. I know people say others have it worse, but